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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 at 3:48 PM This morning seemed like the longest morning, ever. Minutes dragged on into hours dragged on ... .. . I sat there alone, staring at the school gate, wishing. Wishing that L and Hoho were still in school. Wishing that, this never happened. Aiyah, if only L and Hoho appeared behind those gates, my day would have brightened up, straight away! But too bad, life's unfair. Really, unfair. I know, my life isn't supposed to be easy - but neither did I expect it to be this difficult. No one talked to me, except for Millie, Angela & ZhiMin, for the whole time before assembly. Which I very much appreciated, for the very first time, to be left alone. It got me thinking. Seriously thinking ... "When will this..." "How do I go about..." "Where is..." "Should I..." Got through the day, putting on a smiley smiling face, and everyone thought that I wasn't at all, worried about it. Of course, I am worried. THIS IS BIG, YOU KNOW. But, I've decided not to let it show. Not to let my weak side show, that vulnerability. Displayed my emotions before, but it only resulted in some people using this to their advantage. Anyways, realised something when I was talking to my seniors. Realised something so embarrassing. I feel like telling the whole world! Oh, the humiliation that would cause. But, luckily, I'm not that mean. - ahem - I shall just tell some people. WAHOHOHO ! (: |
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