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Sunday, August 31, 2008 at 10:58 PM "Please lah, nowadays, people look at what car you drive, what house you live in, what uni you go to! If you want to make it, you’ve got to look like you’ve already made it!" - Singapore Dreaming, I think, this movie really reflects how the society in Singapore is, today. The hierarchy system, everything. Although it's mostly in Hokkien with english subtitles, it's still great. "If that were true, would Doctor Wilson's mouth be contorted into that ugly shape?" - Dr. Gregory House; House M.D. & here's the sarcasm I very much needed. at 11:40 AM  Oh man, I really don't want to move on to sec 2, next year.'Cause, right now. I've got the best of friends, the best class (in my opinion, duh), the best teachers, the best time of my secondary school life. Hey now, I'm not saying this just because I want to avoid another booking. I'm saying this, because it's true, and I just wanna say it. (WHATCHA GONNA DO ABOUT IT ! MUAHAHAHA !) It's like, for the first half of the year, I've been wishing this year would end soon. I've been wishing to move on to sec 2 life, instead of sec 1. But now, when it's coming to the end of the year, I suddenly realised how much I've experienced during these 8 months. With all the 1Graceians, is the best time of my secondary school life. Sure, we've all had fights, had quarrels, had different opinions on things, but still, we've got that uniqueness and together-ness feeling going on. (: With all the teachers, yeah okay. Maybe, I have had my bad comments on you, but you guys really taught me alot and I feel so - bleagh - that next year , you guys probably won't be my subject teachers, anymore. ): AIYAH, I JUST DON'T WANNA MOVE ON FROM 1GRACE , LEH ! I still can remember the very, very first day of school - the start of a 4-year journey in SJC. & this is where I am, today. Looking back on all the crazy-high-fun-lame-awesome times, and those sad-emotional times as well. ; I love you guys , like woah . Friday, August 29, 2008 at 3:22 PM  HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! :D So, open your eyes big big to read, if not you're wasting your time! Mass Omg, the only funny part was when we were "exchanging peace signs" and Mrs Tang did a rock sign instead of a "Peace" sign ! FUNNEH !  ACES Day ; Inter-class relay (thingy) As I have said before, I was scorer for 2H. & well, just as I expected. 2H was the overall champion, of all the sec 2 ! WOOHOO ! Geraldine [?] almost succeeded in "tricking" me into writing the name lor! I was doodling on a piece of A3-sized paper, behind the score sheet, waiting for the runners, then she was like " Eh, can you write a 'W' ". So, I wrote a 'W'. " Then an ' I ' " I. " Then a 'L' " L. Me (having a sudden realisation): " HEY WAIT UH ! YOU PURPOSELY ONE RIGHT! " Hahahaha, no prizes for guessing what's the word. Anyways, SEE LOR ! 1H DIDN'T WIN ! 1E DID ! ( Congrats, heh. ) 1H was on par with 1G. (:
Thursday, August 28, 2008 at 6:05 PM Just returned home from school - was helping out for the relay thing tomorrow. Managed to catch the rehearsals for the Teachers' Day concert for tomorrow, as well. Omg, the councillors were super funny - they couldn't put the decorations up properly! But , they managed to in the end. (: I'm the scorer for sec 2H , tomorrow. So sorry 1G, I won't be able to see you guys run! :/ You guys have got to, got to do your best ! Beat all the sec one classes, AND, MUST BEAT 1H HOR ! because they got really fast runners! *winkwink* Neways, got back my Progress report card. Ughh, stupid math and science results, broke my all A1 streak. Shucks . There's the concert & relay to look forward to, tomorrow. AND I'M GOING BACK TO RAFFLES, BABEHHH ! - the awesomest primary school ever , period . Rafflesians, see you guys there, tomorrow. Anyways, I'm too lazy to do anything now. So I guess I'll end here, for today. Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at 4:32 PM - Hard as a rock. That's what I'm going to be. No feelings. No emotions. Nothing. Because, what's the use of feelings and thoughts, if you can't express them, without people judging you? Pink and blue paper hearts for friday, then Hearts, to show my appreciation for ... .. . Can someone please remind me, again? Yeah, I agree. But what can I do? Didn't display my emotions, throughout the day. Afraid of the fact that I might just get ... nevermind. Well, I can say for sure that I am definitely not sad. Because, I won't ever show any emotions, anymore. Just, neutral. Live your life like a robot - no blame would be put on you, for being rude, sarcastic, naughty, emo, hyper, etc. Although, I had a few moments where I laughed, but it died away as quickly as it came. Play safe, have no emotions, have no personal opinions and views, and you're safe. Safe from all the troubles. Had to hit me twice, today. Just had to pick today, to hit and damage my reputation and feelings. Wonderful. Probationist ; I must've gone overboard, daydreaming of becoming one. I mean, come on. "Jasmine" & "Probate". These two words, don't go together, except maybe if the phrase "will never become a" is inserted in the middle. Yeah, I was dreaming of what's never gonna happen. I've been thinking quite alot, lately. About trivial matters, about many things. My conclusion? It's time to wake up to your senses, Jasmine. Who exactly, do you think you are? You're not that great, you're never going to be. You're never going to achieve anything in this life. You're always lagging behind. You're forever the black sheep. You're the one that doesn't belong here. You're the one that should have never been born. You're the one that should just cease existence in this world. Tuesday, August 26, 2008 at 3:48 PM This morning seemed like the longest morning, ever. Minutes dragged on into hours dragged on ... .. . I sat there alone, staring at the school gate, wishing. Wishing that L and Hoho were still in school. Wishing that, this never happened. Aiyah, if only L and Hoho appeared behind those gates, my day would have brightened up, straight away! But too bad, life's unfair. Really, unfair. I know, my life isn't supposed to be easy - but neither did I expect it to be this difficult. No one talked to me, except for Millie, Angela & ZhiMin, for the whole time before assembly. Which I very much appreciated, for the very first time, to be left alone. It got me thinking. Seriously thinking ... "When will this..." "How do I go about..." "Where is..." "Should I..." Got through the day, putting on a smiley smiling face, and everyone thought that I wasn't at all, worried about it. Of course, I am worried. THIS IS BIG, YOU KNOW. But, I've decided not to let it show. Not to let my weak side show, that vulnerability. Displayed my emotions before, but it only resulted in some people using this to their advantage. Anyways, realised something when I was talking to my seniors. Realised something so embarrassing. I feel like telling the whole world! Oh, the humiliation that would cause. But, luckily, I'm not that mean. - ahem - I shall just tell some people. WAHOHOHO ! (: Monday, August 25, 2008 at 11:17 PM You see. That's the thing about her. Whatever problem you have bothering you, you tell her about it, and she will forever be on your side. It's like, although deep down, you know you are right, but you can't help but feel a little doubtful, she will be the one who helps you through this. When you hear advice from others, you don't know if you should do as they say. But when the advice comes from her, even if it's a piece of advice you've heard coming from someone else before, she's the one that fully convinces you to go for it. She's the one that gives you that much needed push, in your life. She's the type of person, who is impossible to find, in this day & age. at 8:13 PM Okay, okay. new blog. Same url, same layout, same user. I just deleted my previous blog - because I spent 2 hrs going through each and every of the 260 posts, deleting negative contents and editing them. Then, I realised that I was never going to finish what I was doing anytime soon, so a great friend, Iris, suggested that I should just delete that blog and start a new one. So, here I am. It took me a lot of courage to delete that blog, since I have been blogging in it since July 2007. You know, with all those posts, with incidents where me and my friends go crazy . Those are hard to forget, you know. But, that blog also contain posts that really got me into trouble, so I guess, it's best to delete it and start a new one. It's already been done, so I guess, I'll just have to move on from here. Mr Lim and Mr Sim talked to me today - and I am still very sorry that I have offended the teachers through my posts. I can promise you, that this blog will not have any negative contents. Even though, I've made a mistake, I just hope that you teachers believe in me, this once, that I can change. I don't want you to have a bad impression about me - because that's not who I am. That's just who I become, when I lose control. But I can say for sure, that I will control my anger and not commit the same mistake, ever again. P.S.: To those people who have blogs like the one I had before, you know who you are. Please, don't follow me - saying things that you don't mean. I've learnt my lesson, I'm going to change. |
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