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Wednesday, August 27, 2008 at 4:32 PM - Hard as a rock. That's what I'm going to be. No feelings. No emotions. Nothing. Because, what's the use of feelings and thoughts, if you can't express them, without people judging you? Pink and blue paper hearts for friday, then Hearts, to show my appreciation for ... .. . Can someone please remind me, again? Yeah, I agree. But what can I do? Didn't display my emotions, throughout the day. Afraid of the fact that I might just get ... nevermind. Well, I can say for sure that I am definitely not sad. Because, I won't ever show any emotions, anymore. Just, neutral. Live your life like a robot - no blame would be put on you, for being rude, sarcastic, naughty, emo, hyper, etc. Although, I had a few moments where I laughed, but it died away as quickly as it came. Play safe, have no emotions, have no personal opinions and views, and you're safe. Safe from all the troubles. Had to hit me twice, today. Just had to pick today, to hit and damage my reputation and feelings. Wonderful. Probationist ; I must've gone overboard, daydreaming of becoming one. I mean, come on. "Jasmine" & "Probate". These two words, don't go together, except maybe if the phrase "will never become a" is inserted in the middle. Yeah, I was dreaming of what's never gonna happen. I've been thinking quite alot, lately. About trivial matters, about many things. My conclusion? It's time to wake up to your senses, Jasmine. Who exactly, do you think you are? You're not that great, you're never going to be. You're never going to achieve anything in this life. You're always lagging behind. You're forever the black sheep. You're the one that doesn't belong here. You're the one that should have never been born. You're the one that should just cease existence in this world. |
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